JD

[locked to Nate]

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 07:26:54 GMT

Hi again! I know you're not back from Jamaica yet. It would be way too soon to get back from Jamaica, but I thought I would write you to keep you updated so you could read these as you're flying back into the city, and we can skip the talking and get straight to the sexin. Cause that's the way that I like it.

Okay. So you know like how you're going to see all those hot Cabana boys? Well. I thought I'd work out so I could be equally as hot and you don't start wishing for the Cabana boys, again. Pretty smart, huh? Well, I am a doctor. ;)

I miss you. I'm trying to get out more cause without you here it's kind of like I never talk to anybody. Sometimes Ariel comes to visit or Dr. Cox, but it's not the same as when you're here always and neither of them wants to sleep in bed with me at night so. Come back soon! have fun but not too much fun, okay? Okay. Well. I guess I'll wrap this update up! I love you!

[locked to Nate]

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 08:51:21 GMT

I heard on the journals that you're going on a trip for awhile to Jamaica. I'll totally be here waiting for you when you come back, but boy am I like completely jealous. I know the trip was a last minute decision and you had to leave or lose the chance to go forever so I don't blame you for not telling me yourself. And who would turn down a chance to go to Jamaica? You'd have to be CRAZY. And I know you're not crazy. Please, don't fall in love with any cabana boys while you're down there. I know they have sexy muscles and they're not usually wearing shirts and they're hard to resist, but just remember all the

But you owe me a Gilmore Girls marathon and musical night and everything. I'm still holding you to all of those. I hope you know.

I love you! I'll see you when you get back, okay? I bet you look good with a really hot tan. I just wish I could be there spreading the lotion on your skin. Where did that Silence of the Lambs moment come from? UHM. I meant that in a really sexy way, not a creepy, cannibal way. You remember that don't you? Your boyfriend is sexy?

Well. Okay. As long as you know.

I'll miss you every day until you're here again. I promise I won't fall in love with any... ghosts or anything. You get cabana boys, and I get ghosts. FIGURES.

[public]

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 01:25:20 GMT

I DANCED WITH A GHOST.

I feel just like that chick from Casper! :D

[public][backdated to when he met Elliot]

Wed, 19 Aug 2009 04:43:26 GMT

Chicago FINALLY rocks like it should!

I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!!!! AND he is hot. I know I already talked about that on here, but I don't even care, because it's that much awesome that it should be talked about EVERY TIME I make an entry from now until always.

And one of my best friend from my own world is here! A year into my stay and I never thought it would happen! LOVE YOU ELLIOT!

I was watching Disney movies earlier. MARATHON. Everyone remember! It's very important. Chim chiminey- No, not that.

Hakunah Matatah ! Also, someday your prince will come. Kiss the girl/boy! It's the circle of life.

AND remember Chicago, that you'll be in my heart... from this day on. Now and forever more~~, but especially you, Nate.~~

I hope you're having happy, too! :D

[PUBLIC]

Thu, 23 Jul 2009 04:20:46 GMT

I DID IT!!!!!!!

♥

Love is real!

Don't stop believin!

hold on to that feeling... ~~streetlight people~~

Mon, 22 Jun 2009 00:03:37 GMT

20:50 ...........ow. #

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Sun, 21 Jun 2009 00:03:39 GMT

00:15 @senseofliberty what do you mean? What kind of idea would- OH. OHHH. OooooooOOh. Ooooh hoho! Cream is good. On ice cream with sprinkles. Yes #

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Sat, 20 Jun 2009 00:03:21 GMT

01:37 @senseofliberty GET IT OUT!!!!!!! D: #
01:47 @senseofliberty I almost had a heart attack 4 u. PS. I don't know! We should fix that! Stat! Always wanted to say that. Doctor n all. :) #

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[locked to Nate]

Fri, 29 May 2009 03:58:49 GMT

There's some guy that looks like you walking around the city! I mean, I thought it was you and I was all HEY NATE, and then he was like No, sorry, you got the wrong guy, and then I was confused, because I thought maybe you had amnesia or maybe you were trying to be all secretive, because you were on some kind of mission like James Bond. I don't know what Guardian Angels do. Then I remembered the whole Jack and Des debacle where no one could tell the two of them apart at first so I thought maybe it was more like that.

Just thought you should know.

Okay. Well. I guess that's all.

Hope you're having fun and being bad ass! Or whatever it is guardian angels do.

beyondtherfit [Public, with a lock]

Sat, 09 May 2009 05:26:22 GMT

Is anyone going to that Carnival thing? I kind of want to go really bad, but I don't want to be the only person there. Not that I know everybody that can read this, but you know what I mean!

I'll probably go even if no one else tells me that they're going. I was just wondering! Cause hey! Carnivals are fun! Plus, it's good to go out and celebrate life! I'm pumped!

So pumped.

[Locked to Nate]

Are you going to the Carnival?

Sat, 02 May 2009 00:03:31 GMT

20:12 Do you have to get stabbed, get a drug addiction, punch your mentor, and then cry to get a hug? I want THAT HUG, Dr. Cox. It will be mine. #

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Tue, 14 Apr 2009 00:06:11 GMT

19:38 never drinking again. >:o #

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beyondtherift entry.

Mon, 13 Apr 2009 00:56:24 GMT

Never drinking again.

I mean it this time.

Never, ever, ever. It feels good at the time, but the morning after and all the shit I get into... NOT WORTH IT.

Gilmore Girls marathon TONIGHT! It makes me happy! And ice cream. Rocky road style, bitches! Yes, I have BOTH.

SO! I need some positivity, people.

What makes you happy?

[public] [Beyond the Rift]

Sat, 11 Apr 2009 22:15:40 GMT

I AM thee DOctor here!

And I herby here thee from hence forth prescribe cuddles for EVERYONE

take FIVE dialy in bed

AGH CRAYONS TASTE LIKE PICKLED CANDLES. whyyyy?

ohmygod the lights are pretty! and the sun is HiGH in the sky like a bird on the fly my singing voice is awesoem . I should start a band We oculd call ourselves the Fift y four Car Pileup !

Shuttup homeless man your breath smells like kitty litter. and all ofyou too! yeah you! Donnt loko at me li ek that.

~~miss you SCB like burning i miss your rock hard abs and your pleasatn ways and how you always keptt the waffle drawer staocked~~

[Private]

Sun, 22 Feb 2009 19:50:44 GMT

I'm tired of being scared all the time. I need to grow up. I need to be brave.

I can be brave, right?

It's not so hard. It shouldn't be so hard.

[locked to Nate]

Wed, 18 Feb 2009 19:25:28 GMT

I... think I might have to leave. Already.

I don't want to, but

[locked to friends]

Tue, 17 Feb 2009 05:57:37 GMT

I know that one person said not to be, but I'm really, really scared.

[Public] entry for beyondtherift

Mon, 16 Feb 2009 06:08:37 GMT

After two weeks spent hiding under my covers I have decided:

I am never drinking, again.

Drinking is bad.

bad bad bad bad bad ~~oh god must resist crawling under covers again~~

Remember that kids!

I really mean it this time, too. Really. I can resist the tinis.

~~not that i didn't have a good time but jesus~~

OOC Quizy Thing

Wed, 21 Jan 2009 22:46:15 GMT

You Are Spontaneous and Bold

You are optimistic, friendly, and cheerful. People appreciate the hopefulness and good vibes you bring to any situation.

Your life is all about change. Right now, you may be going through some changes you really don't like.

You're fun loving and playful. You never take life too seriously.

You seek sensations in your life. You crave excitement and love risks.

The Sandwich Cookie Personality Test

You Communicate With Your Body

This isn't as bad as it sounds, it just means that you're a "touchy-feely" person.

You need a lot of affection in your life. And for you, this means both giving and receiving little touches.

Warm hearted, you bond with people easily. In fact, you often feel a little sad when you're not in the company of others.

A little moody, you tend to be controlled by your emotions. But a bit hug always comforts you!

How Do You Communicate?

Your Friendship Style is Empathetic

You deeply care about each person you're friends with. For you, friendship is all about the personal connection.

You tend to know everything about your friends' lives... and they know everything about yours. Your friends are your confidants.

You are always there for your friends. You celebrate their successes and support them in their times of need.

You are as loyal as they come. And you expect the same loyalty and understanding from your friends in return.

You and another Empathetic Friend: Have a amazing friendship, when it works. You care for each other deeply, but you often end up with hurt feelings and drama.

You and a Gregarious Friend: May have a bit of a one sided friendship. You adore your Social Friend, but you sometimes feel a bit neglected.

You and an Independent Friend: Struggle a bit. You are very interested in your Independent Friend's life, but your friend often needs more space.

You and a Philosophical Friend: Respect one another. You love to learn about your Philosophical Friend's brilliant ideas.

What's Your Friendship Style?

Tweets for Today

Thu, 15 Jan 2009 00:28:42 GMT

11:00 likes the smell of onions in the morning! #

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Tweets for Today

Mon, 12 Jan 2009 00:21:14 GMT

19:35 @allmydiredreams he more... he's a nephilim so he can sense the Rift and he just says that we... uh, wanderers, I mean, have purpose here. #
19:43 @matwallace Oh! No! It's not anything serious! It was not a _bad_ dream. I mean, it was. #
19:43 @matwallace I mean, it was just really awkward to think about after I woke up. #
22:08 at the B.L.U.E.S.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #
22:11 OHMIGOD BEST APPLETINI EVER HERE OHMIGOD #
18:50 is having a hangover. :o! #
18:50 never drinking again #
18:50 Hahahha #

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Tweets for Today

Sun, 11 Jan 2009 00:40:20 GMT

23:04 @allmydiredreams Really? I've never been to the Gauche, but I always wanted to go! I have some friends that live there! I'm a the Prophet's #
23:04 @allmydiredreams place. I ramble too much for this thing! #
23:06 @matwallace Oh, oh yeah, I'm fine I just had this dream that kind of freaked me out cause I don't usually have dreams like that and it defi #
23:07 @matwallace netly didn't have anything to do with anyone I'm going to just shut up now cause the point of these is to not say so much and ya #
19:35 @allmydiredreams he more... he's a nephilim so he can sense the Rift and he just says that we... uh, wanderers, I mean, have purpose here. #

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Oo la la! [Public, but locked against Ariel]

Sat, 10 Jan 2009 02:35:34 GMT

HEY CHICAGO !

I know a secret!

WELL. It's not really a secret, but I don't think she's telling anybody. I only found out cause I stumbled in on her practicing singing and she told me, and then she said for me not to make a big deal about it or spaz like a white boy on crack, but c'mon it's me. ANYWAY.

ARIEL IS SINGING AT A BLUES CLUB. Yeah, I didn't know she could sing either, but apparently it was her thing before Chicago. It's a club called B.L.U.E.S. Tomorrow night, 9pm.

2519 N Halsted St, Chicago, IL!

I figured I couldn't be the only one interested! Anyway, I'm going to be there. And yeah, I hope to see some of you out there, too! It's totally gonna rock! Or it's totally gonna bluez. That... doesn't work so well. HUH.

I'm gonna walk up from the hotel at around 8pm (in case anyone doesn't want to go alone). DINNER BEFOREHAND. I'll pay. I still have loads of money from working as a busboy! (writing journal entries with a pen is not as fun. I will have to stick with the crayons).

Tweets for Today

Sat, 10 Jan 2009 00:32:40 GMT

02:39 O-M-G! THRILLER IS ON TV!! I'm glad Ariel let me keep my hotel room still for moments like THIS!!! #
11:03 @matwallace YEAH. Well, the music video thing. :D I danced along. I'm pretty awesome at it if I do say so myself. #
13:32 @matwallace I am so not a huge dork! How dare you insult me like that! I am an uberly cool, dancing maCHINE. Chine, Mat. CHINE. #
14:53 @allmydiredreams you have tiny animals on your ceiling? The best I ever had on mine was the glow in the dark solar system when I was a kid #
17:57 @allmydiredreams ohmigod! That sounds soo awesome! I wanna see. :D #
18:52 is not freaking out or having issues! Who me? No way! Totally normal to have crazy dreams that make no sense or mean anything I #

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Best Day Ever! [Backdated to the 25th]

Sat, 27 Dec 2008 09:44:47 GMT

MERRY CHRISTMAS RIFTERS!

It's been awhile since I really wrote, huh? So much has changed since I was first here. Remember back then? I was trying to take off my shirt when I fell through the Rift. I imagined the Rift could talk and a hobo singing and ~~Gwen and Martha kissing.~~ And there was a CLUB. Does anyone even still think they're a member? Maybe I should write something to the club just to see.......

Uh. A lot of people have died since then. I guess this is just my moment of remembering them... God, that was lame. Maybe someone who's better at saying words should remember. Anyway. I miss them. And I still think about them so they're gone, but not forgotten. I think that'd be the worst part about dying. No one even remembering you were there, like your life meant nothing or....

ANYWAY, enough with the nostalgia. This is a happy post! I only write happy journal entries. Or drunken ones.

I got Rowdy! I got Rowdy for Christmas! :DD Santa is awesome. I really missed Rowdy. I think he'll like it a lot here. Not that he ever complains... except that time when Elliot kept threatening to come over and throw him out if we didn't stop using him to scare her. I have Rowdy. I hope this means that there isn't a Turk somewhere without a Rowdy... :/